Its 8.34 and I have realised I have not written my 2nd blog post yet ! – I have no clue what to write about and these thoughts are going through my head
- Why do I put myself under these self induced pressures
- Who is going to read it anyway
- What is life all about
- How much prosecco did I drink over lunch with my pals?
So to answer my own questions – I put myself under pressure to achieve things because doing stuff makes me feel successful – I get a sense of achievement and everytime I put myself out of my comfort zone I learn something really worth while.
Like after yesterdays blog piece – I realised that my writing is ambiguous – I am not making myself clear enough and some people are reading into my words that I am unclear as to what I am about.
I think this has come about because I write with tongue in cheek attitude, a small smile curls the corner of my lip, as I revel in the greatness of being able to communicate in this way.
Yesterday I said that I could do anything – but do I want to ? The answers come to me all the time, I am where I am.
I actually am where I want to be
My next move or step will be taken when I choose – which is an amazing position to be in – I am basically completely in charge of my destiny.
Now in order to see where you are in your life you have to really start appreciating exactly what you have and who you are…
This is where I can wobble – because there is a humility about me that finds it hard to say “heck I’m good”
But that in itself holds me back – so I am going to spend Day 3 – tomorrow with a focus on how good I am, not at any one thing, but just generally.
I am going to visit a lady who is having chemo and I am taking her some fresh root turmeric that I purchased in London, She has been juicing and meditating and is getting through her treatment.
I will have a catch up with her and chat about her brilliant mind, she has already used meditation to help her get through difficult situations.
She is awesome and by no means a failure and nor am I, so there we are, I have written an other blog piece, does it have a specific point to it?
So like today I will set my intentions in the morning – and I will choose that I will be the best I can be, and find lots of compassion and the right words for those who I meet with.
Day 2 #100days complete