Blog 49 … What a feeling that freedom is bringing me… I have enough, I am enough

I’m really not sure what is going to come out in this blog today, because I have no real urge to deliver any particular message.

I’ve been to the clinic with my mum to have her toe assessed and enjoyed a waltz around a nice furniture shop, had a Lavazza Coffee (my favourite) – Italian blend of lovliness with no bitterness… Smooth and lovely (just like Simon !!!) Poor Simon I do love to use him as a source of amusement!! oooh err mrs

I suppose I could just write about how grateful I am for this life I am leading, now that I have realised that I don’t need to be out there competing for bums on seats at small events I have a freedom that if I choose to accept this let’s me off the hook for all future hard graft.

I have read all the books, listened to all the podcasts, watched all the you tube videos about being empowered, I’ve had my chakras balanced, I have juiced, acupuncture’d, cupped, massaged, detox’ed my way back to good health. I feel that if I see another advert for Tony Robins course I will ring him up and tell him and his team to back off… I may even let his “aggressive sales” team ring me up and I will coach them into getting better jobs !!!

I suppose I am saying that I feel good, I feel excited that my life unfolds with a good vibe daily, I do not have to plan to the max or worry that I am not doing enough with my time.

This used to bother me, I felt like I didn’t contribute enough to the pot and that Simon had all the responsibility of earning the dosh and paying the bills.

Along the way I have been a high earner, a career woman, what I believed to be a success !!!! I have craved this feeling of being a “Success” I thought I had to work hard to achieve it, I thought that unless I traded lots of time for money I wouldn’t feel it. I had not realised that my feelings of lack, where totally self induced and that I am already a Success, my life is freakin’ awesome and that I am smashing out so many things every day that I just can’t keep up.

Last week I really did not know that I was going to go on an epic adventure in a 69ft Narrow boat with my son, this week I really did not know that I am going on another boaty adventure tomorrow moving canal boats from Rufford to Scarisbrick !!! Only 5 locks = Note to self “Watch your teeth !!!”

I am learning that my life will unfold perfectly if I only trust that it will.

Thank goodness the feeling of Flow and Trust are with me – I no longer have to battle for things, I actually don’t want anything.

I have enough I am enough

What a freedom that feeling is bringing me.

I don’t harbour thoughts of not seeing the kids, not having a job, not having a holiday booked, not not not…..

My thoughts are wow look at the robin on the bird feeder ! Look at the fantastic view from my kitchen, my recycled huge dining table has a greasy mark on it – I smile and remember the brilliant meal I had when that mark was made and hope that my table is danced on and has flippin stilletto marks in it soon !!!

My life is full of incredible people and things – because I can see it and I can feel it.
“Expect wonderful things” – you will see them – you will get them

“See the brilliance in your life” – more brilliance will appear

“Look for the beauty around you” – you are surrounded by it and are it

“Trust that you are all you need” – You are the precious one in your life

Pamper your thoughts………….Become Free with love for yourself……

Here’s a photo of Me with my Mum in Venice – I never expected that holiday !!! But it turned up for me…. What will turn up for you if you just know it’s going to. ….. Think the thoughts and they will happen…

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Big Love to you all

Gill

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Author: gillfell

I am passionate about helping people achieve more out of life, I have lots of ideas and information about staying upbeat, healthy and getting what you want out of life. My mission is to help you transform your mindset so you really believe you can have the life you want. I have tried and tested techniques for you, I will help you get there and enjoy happiness along your journey.

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